My heart and soul

Hi guys!

Sorry I haven't updated here in forever but things have just been so busy... I've been doing even more hours at work, trying to look after a seriously ill relative, then my whole family went to Turkey for two weeks which was amazing. Two weeks of sun, swimming, party time every evening - it was one of my best holidays ever.

Anyway, my weight's not been too bad. It was only when I got home from Turkey that I actually weighed myself for the first time in almost a month. Can't say I missed it :p In the end it wasn't terrible, I'd put on 2lbs... I was expecting it to be about 30lbs after all the sangrias I drunk!

But yeah, things are back to normal now, in cloudy old London. A bit depressing but I won't forget those two weeks in a long time.

I just want to let you into my heart and soul a little bit more with this blog post. Why I want to be the best I can be. A big part of it is my son, Logan.I haven't mentioned him until now because...well, actually I only ever tell people about him when they really get to know me and I feel close to them. Basically I had him when I was 19 and I'm not going to lie, it wasn't with the right man. But that relationship is long in the past now and the only person I focus on is Logan <3

I love him with all my heart, he is my world. I want him to have everything, all the things that I couldn't have growing up. I don't want him to miss out on anything even if his dad isn't around. I have to be his mum and his dad. It's not always easy but thankfully my family are there to support us in any way they can. 

I want to be the best Mummy I can be to him and I know that I need to be in shape and active enough to run around after him. If I come home exhausted from a shift and sit there gorging myself on the sofa, getting bigger and bigger, I feel like I'm disappointing both of us and that's not how it should be. 

So yeah, basically this is the main reason I want to get my weight and health back on track. I so want to be part of this blogging community and get to know other girls out there similar to me. 

Lots of love,
Chloe x